Is it worth it?! Is it fucking worth it? The time, the pain, the feelings? The friendship?
Can't you see that it hurts?! that it fucking hurts? it hurts so bad and i just can't cry....and it hurts even more....Don't you see that i can't stop thinking about him? That i can't stop dreaming and I don't wanna dream? I've suffer for so long, damn i never liked anyone the way i like him. i never met anyone like him... he makes me so happy just being my friend...why ruin that? why lose it? it's not gonna happen... it's not...it's hard, but it's true. believe me, this is not the easiest way. it hurts so bad, but so bad to give him up. i want him so bad....i like him so much...don't you see this is killing me? i have to let it go, otherwise it's going to ruin me... there's no chance... no other way around....please....i need you to understand me... i need your suport.
i don't wanna disapoint you, but there's nothing i can do. i can't change him and i won't change myself.
About Me
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- Amarie
- 1. I like walking; 2. the sea calms me down; 3. drawing relaxes me; 4. Without music my life would be empty; 5. Biology is my passion; 6.if I believed in reencarnation I would have been a cat in another life; 7. believing in an intervening god is against my principles; 8. I love flowers; 9. I have my mp3 player in the random mode because I don't like to know what music comes next; 10. I am not weird, I am diferent. Some people say I'm even... original. ;)
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i usually don't write in english, but since the post is in english, i will comment in english as well.
well...you said i didn't understand...and i think you know better than i do...if you say so...who am i? just a friend...nothing more...you know whether i understand or not...
you can't say that i don't try...that's unfair...how many hours, or even days, have i spent talking to you?
as far as i can remember, yesterday i was telling you to go on...i didn't question how much did you like him, did i? i told you, even knowing you have little chance, precisely the opposite of what you said on the previous post.
i am not saying that you haven't got a point...
but i still say that giving up is far easier...
you must be thinking that i never liked, that i never loved...
do you think that i say just because is simple? do you think that i'd speak about this, if i didn't know what i was talking about?
you say that i'm falling behind, that i understood you before...
i still understand you know? but you make me feel like i don't...
by the way, i don't think my support as much as you said so...but you can still expect me to be here whenever you want...because no matter what you've changed, no matter what you did, you're still the one...and nothing else matters.
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